more stress

tedious irresponsibility..is it at all my fault? outside fources might pressure me to think so. i'm trying to help. for somewhat self-preserving reasons..but also for the sake of others. things need to be right, fixed and okay. but i stress over it anyway. i don't want the irreponsibility of others to cost me and i'm afraid they will try to make it cost me to save themselves and so they won't have to admit their mistakes. if it turns out that way i might need to analyze who is a friend and who isn't. i wish they had gotten this together 6 months ago. this wouldn't be an issue anymore. yesterday was horribly stressful...babysitting for my soon to be not roomates..reminding them that i am not paying fines for something they couldn't get together sooner. i hope tomorrow turns out okay. notarized letter saying i'm moving out and off the lease august 1st and eve and anna are okay with it. end of story. we'll see how things go.